I'm tired, constantly.
I feel like I'm in limbo, that I'm not really progressing in anything or improving. I'm just a dead shell walking around,
Nothing really makes me feel satisfied anymore, I just feel like a waste of space at this point...'m not really doing anything, I'm just here.
why do i get so caught up in this sort of thing? because no one needs me during the week? i feel like i just live for other people rather then myself, that i don't matter. that other people matter more then I do.
I only feel like I'm here when I talk to other people and i really resent it sometimes. why cant I be creative? live for myself?
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